I pray for anyone suffering with addictions. This is an uphill battle with myself and the world. No where do I feel at peace. My brain lies to me and tells me I’m sad alot but I see myself laughing at times. I catch myself lying to myself about myself ,what In the world is wrong with me? This disease is tricky and wants me with it at all times. I won’t give up on myself and I pray you are fighting too….
love 
and harmony
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The drink and drug is the tip of the iceberg, it's a dis-ease, an emotional disturbance. That's why I need a Higher Power in my life so I can be gentle with myself. The key to the whole thing is service, we keep coming back and do service and the steps will evolve just as I evolve! Thank you Tina!
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Amen
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It never takes a break for sure.
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Two things can be true at once! I still hold grief and sadness for what I did, what I have been through while at the same time finding joy in what I have in my sobriety and just the peace in knowing I won’t cause more drunken destruction . I hope someday my thoughts don’t tell me to do things my body doesn’t want, but so far that isn’t the case, I am just better at telling that thought to f off!
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