Decided that the weekend was a good time to try and get off weed again. Bad thing is I always work on weekends and my little autistic brain cannot deal with people's attitudes. I don't know if I'll ever get clean. Every day in the service industry all the shitty behavior just makes me crave drugs mire, even ones I haven't tried or habitually done. I just want to spend a day in the sunshine without being treated like garbage so as to need an escape. Are there simple things anymore.
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Yeah, I dip pretty quickly most nights too. I miss actually getting to socialize outside of work with my co-workers. At least I know that I'm not missing out on much besides fantasy football chat, haha. I'm the only cook with a family, so I also have a solid excuse to avoid get together if I need to. And also, being in the service industry, everyone has experience with some type of substance or another, so if I really need to get something off my chest I can.