Decided to go back in time on my social media. Came across quite a bit of old drinking photos. But there’s one of me by myself when i completely shut the world out about 2 months before i went to rehab. I’m not entirely sure if i was drinking this particular night because the 6 months or so leading up to me going to rehab i was on and off which for me was unusual because i always drank but i was trying to stop on my own. I remember it like it was last night. I was so lost. Felt beyond repair and terrified because i knew i couldn’t reach my goal of quitting. I rarely ate. I barely drank anything other than beer or whatever alcohol i could get my hands on at that point. I’m very grateful for where I’m at right now. Not happy about it but I’m glad i can see a reminder like that and know i don’t ever want to do that to myself again. So I’ll keep working on me with what i have. Hope everyone has a great weekend. Thanks for letting me share. 
6 Likes
I’m sure it was hard for you to see some of those photos, but I’m glad it made you see how far you have come and motivates you to continue to better yourself!
1 Like
Glad you're here with us fighting the good fight 
Enjoy your weekend!
1 Like