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Go to a zoom mtg online if you cannot make one in person… bargaining with one’s self is a slippery slope ! You will lose ! Keep your chin up , cx the night out with booze!
I tried this once (not recently) to see what might happen. Just had spiked seltzer. I was not able to drink much as it was making feel so sick & the next day I felt lousy! Right then & there I know sober was the lifestyle choice for me! I really wouldn’t advise trying it.