Definitely struggling with staying clean 
I miss my old friends and making new ones is so hard
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Give yourself a break you didn't get addicted overnight so recovery takes a lifetime. It isn't as hard as your making it just reach out I do an early morning online meeting out of Bloomington il if you or anyone else is interested contact me for meeting number and password.
Hello friend- Do you go to meetings and sober activities? Those are great places to start making friends. Keep your head up and stay strong 