Depression its like being bit by a poisonous snake. Keeps you numb and paralyzed. Makes it hard just even get out of bed.
Maybe that’s why we tend to use dope. because it gives us some type of hope, that everything is going to be okay. Or is just an illusion? In our minds distracting us from our own harsh reality we have to face someday.
The fear of getting sober and staying for as long as we’re struggling with this disease. Again the fear comes back, will everything be okay or is this my new fate. Is my life worth saving for? All I can say is stay strong and hopeful.
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Using heroin, for me, was like pîssing in your pants. You know it's a bad idea, even when you start to do it, but when you commit and that warmth washes over you, it feels amazing. Then, when your pìssy pants start to get cold, you need more to get warm again...
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Exactly! Taylor I hope healthy and well.
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Thank you man, I am. I hope the same for you.
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Good to hear Taylor!
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