I’m really hanging in the balance here! I’ve lived a life full of knowledge & wisdom to grow through sobriety. As life takes its course we tend to grow and wither with our own challenges & journey. I find myself trying to reassure my reassurances and trying to discover meaning & enlightenment through the depressive struggle. There is certainly pieces of my puzzle that I’m so anxious to have fit whether it’s relationships, evolution of status, or just rethinking the commitments & directions I make. I desire so much but also am aware of the timing that God requires of our obedience to stay true to our dedication of our spiritual relationship with God almighty.. I feel so loss & broken in front of my God and hold my sobriety important but sometimes not important enough when I am faced with any fear of change & with any door that can gear me away from this depressive valley I lie in.. I could go on & on but what counts is to help someone else how natural & raw expression with the ability to deliver it to someone in a descriptive way.. I’m trying desperately to stay strong through my sobriety and teetering on justification for my mental health. It’s just a lump sum being afraid to move.. I love you warriors in my sober community and being out of the ministry for a little under a year I find myself in deep evaluation and clearly desperate & anxious for meaning & contentment. Stay strong & hungry for your life to crave more for yourself in hopes for deliverance into a You that you can see the bottom of the mountain with a smile because you know that you are so much more.
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Relax, dude. Take it one day at a time. Have faith, do the necessary footwork and everything will fall into place. Seriously. Keep the faith. Pray. Get to a meeting, find a sponsor, do the steps. You’ll live a good life if you practice the spiritual principles in all your affairs. You don’t have to overthink or stress yourself out, trying to figure everything out immediately. R E L A X!
It’s a simple program that we tend to complicate.
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