Year and a half sober. Was an alcoholic for about 5-6 years? (Time flies when you’re… you know) Got very sick couldnt keep food down vomiting, all of the lameness. Thought i was going thru alcohol withdrawals (wasnt the first time)
After 2 weeks, went to the Drs, they sent me to the hospital. My blood sugar was 1,062.
That is not a typo. Roughly 900 over what it should be, they said I’m lucky I wasn’t in a coma. 6 days in the hospital, was scared to come home. My body was so weak I could barely walk, it hurt to sit up, it hurt to turn on my side. Everything hurt, and i was exhausted and in a child like mind state.
I begged them not to send me home without help, they obliged made sure I talked to people and put me on Zoloft for my depression (it actually works if you take it every day).
Ah, long story shorter:
I got my act together. I have been sober since I went to the hospital. I dropped 100 pounds (I was 330lbs) and I am no longer on any medication for Adult Type 2 Diabetis (diabetes). My pancreas is back in action baby!
Life/God/Source (respectfully whatever/Whomever your higher power is) always gives you a chance where you fully realize its time to get it right. Its been a hard year and a half as far as mental health. But I make sure I stay in therapy and take my medications.
Tip: don’t try to diagnose yourself, and listen to your doctors/therapists/prescribers. They want you to live a longer life (if nothing else, they make more money that way). If you get prescribed any sort of antidepressant and you don’t like how it makes you feel but there are no adverse side affects like vomiting or stomach pains, stick it out the two weeks that they tell you. The first two weeks of Zoloft were tough. But the grass was so much greener on the other side.
“Stay down, success is on the other side of struggling.” - Russ