Did you ever come to the point in your life that you’ve learned enough from your major mistakes that you feel pretty comfortable that you won’t ever do those things again. That’s pretty much where I’m at
I feel like that 98% of the time, Fiddy, and then there are days where I want to throw it all away and drink and smoke weed just to get some relief (a major mistake I've made over and over again). I am glad you feel comfortable that you won't ever make major mistakes again!