Didn’t drink last night
feeling okay still feeling lazy though lol but not sick lazy just blahh continuing to drink water and trying to keep up with my 13 month old son lol I think he sees a difference at least
Detox is just the very beginning. Stay the course. Find a real program of recovery to bring you to a life you dreamed of.
I quit drinking for my kids. I got sober for me. It’s not unicorns and rainbows every moment of every day, but it is never as bad as a hungover morning reaching for my phone to see what
I did the night before. It’s not reaching for the morning drink. It’s not filled with fear, anxiety, regret, shame, self pity.
I don’t panic when I see my boss or a cop or get a text from my ex wife. My kids are excited to see me and I don’t have to time our activities between the hangover and the drunkenness. The freedom that I thought came from drinking actually came through surrendering to it.
Life is meant to be lived. Not feared. Not numbed. Recovery is a reconciliation with your past so that you can lift your head high and step into your future.