Being grateful for the moments today that are not annoying and the fact Im not heading to the liqour store...my skin is crawling but I know God has a beautiful life for me eventually.
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Why is your skin crawling?
From fighting all the stupidity in my head torturing me...knowing the only relief is a drink but that's fleeting relief. Just a sad reality knowing I'm going to spend the rest of my life just faking being happy for everyone else's sake, while clawing my eyes out from the inside of my brain...🤷...that vaguely explains why lol.
You ever feel like that?
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Checkout my post. I tried sending it to you.
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I promise it gets better.....
It did for me, and for so many other people I know
Its always different for everybody.
I finally hit a spot in my recovery where I feel comfortable in my own skin.
I'm finally comfortable with myself, and for the first time in my life I not only like myself, but I've been learning to love my self as well.
I'm able to show up for other people, people show up for me.
But most importantly I show up for myslef.
And I swear you can have that too
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Tandi.. stop masturbating those thoughts in your head.
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Not heading to the liquor store is very greatful
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Voice the changes your making daily that you never been able to and don't do this for anyone but yourself you only got you to thank in the end the hard part was getting to where your at an understanding that you need a change if you didn't want it for yourself you wouldn't be hear cheer up smile and chin up chest out you got this yesterday is gone and done let it go forgive yourself from today forward just don't live like that I promise you it's gonna work its self out if you need to talk msg me anytime
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Yes I have skin crawling issues today after a 3 day binge. I feel your pain but not drinking today either.
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I have felt that skin crawl. Skin crawling is actually a good sign. You can't usually withdraw without it. It's hard to feel that when you're in it. Tried warheads? I know that's random, but it works for panic attacks. Might help. But no, you actually don't have to feel this way forever. Man, if you can, just make it through the first 2-4 weeks, depending on what you're coming off of... a whole lot can change. It's not all better in 30 days, but you feel a lot better physically, at least. Mentally, it takes some time. But the roaring thoughts and obsession do pass
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Lol yeah so im not alone. Yes sometimes I get tired of fighting the thoughts. And give in but it never goes well when I add booze to my system
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