Done with this roller coaster, it will not change anything. I must do that. Every time I drink to feel better, I just spend the day crying and emotionally unstable. I can't do it any longer. Thanks for all the support. I need to all of my sober peeps.
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Just keep getting back up 
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I Absolutely will
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Hang in there,, it’s not easy, but so worth it.. keep reaching out. It really helps
If I started drinking again I'd hop right back on that horrible hamster wheel. We are 
, lifelong sobriety is my goal. Stay with us sister!
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Sameeee! I don’t think my brain will ever acknowledge that I’m chasing a pipe dream by turning to drinking for feeling better. I end up crying…by myself, digging back into the self putty pit.
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I totally plan on it 
Yep it's horrible, I do feel better while drinking but it's Russian roulette every time on how the next day is, then I feel like death obviously cuz we just poisoned ourselves
I hear ya crystal. It doesn't work anymore for us.
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