I have relapsed again but this time it feels way worse.
I’m terrified and depressed and I’m losing faith in my ability to get through this.
Waiting for detox to call me about intake and going to a 5 week treatment program instead of 3 weeks this time.
I can’t live like this anymore.
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You’re on the right path and hang in there, I know the feeling and you can’t believe everything your mind tells you, one day at a time and try giving it to a higher power 
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Sounds like you are on the right path, Nicole. 5 weeks May seem like forever, but it’s a “blip” in time. If you have the means and opportunity, go for it. Get your head clear and accept help. Good luck!
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I'm sorry, I known the feeling all to well. The fact that you are looking into longer treatment shows how strong and resilient you are. You can do this.
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Hey Nicole it’s been a few hours are you okay?
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Hey.., yeah I’m sorry for not replying sooner.
Just been trying to keep myself busy and not get too upset about it.
Didn’t mean to make anyone worry.
I won’t know until this week when I can get in there.
Patience isn’t one of my best qualities at the moment.
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I wish nothing but the best for you!
If you need a friend to talk to I’m here
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I know it feels impossible right now but you can do this. That’s great your going to a program and having a medical detox. I’ve been through it so many times I’ve lost count and now I’m 11 months sober. You can do this!
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Good luck. I hope you can get into a facility. You can do this just takes alot of work every minute if the day.
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Keep the faith, millions of us out there are behind you, we’ve all been there! One positive step at a time, no matter how hard it may be and you’ll make it!
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Praying for you, Nicole 
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Thinking of you ! You got this
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