it’s been bad the past couple days
We all have experienced this
We all have our bad days, just stay strong and let God handle it 
I did too.
I lost my grandma a week ago.
You're still here. You can start over. Forgive yourself and keep moving.
Don’t be afraid of getting help!
do you think you need a detox?
I’m sorry about what you’re going through & I urge you to look up Annie Grace. She really knows what she’s doing in the field of sobriety! I borrowed her books This Naked Mind & The Alcohol Experiment for free from the library. You can watch her podcast for free & download her app called This Naked Mind Companion app for free on your phone. She answers reader’s questions for free on YouTube. It will cost you nothing & it’s very enlightening!!! If you feel that you need more then you can pay for her PATH program but you probably won’t need it with all of the other options that I just mentioned. She’s the BEST!!! Good luck!
I hope things get better for you. Prayers up!
🫶:sparkles: