Luckily im broke but craving and thinking about cocaine. Sadly i cant afford it right now. Sigh. I need to do something about it instead of wishing i had money to use. I wish i had na book which i did many years ago. I neeed to purchase an NA book to read. I wrote my gratitude list this morning, im thankful i found this loosid app which is free.good morning 
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Good morning! This app is really helpful. Meetings have also helped me. Stay strong, it's worth it! 
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Find a meeting and go to it
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You can do it don't give up because your worth it. Coke was one of my substance of choice I'm always here if you need to talk. Have a great day.
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I made it sober yesterday. Today is a new day. Im sober still, going for sobriety today.im wishing to bake Christmas crack. Its crackers smothered in caramel topped in chocolate
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I live in reservation n the Dont have aa or na meetings here. Im on zoom, do you know the na or aa zoom link
Here's your question in that when they ask you to play the type. All the way through and you just said luckily you're broke. Think about this. Would you have even thought about it if you had one to give it and also think about how your life is now compared to what it would be like if you were under the influence of cocaine, crack methamphetamines and multiple other. Anticipates
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Marjorie you're okay you can do this.
Until people that I talk to on here that are talking about wanting to relapse or have relapsed or they can't get it out of their mind!
First thing I want to tell you is good for you doing what you have done is the most important thing that you can do for your recovery. Now you're thinking this old guy's whacked. LOL
But seriously I had an Old timer once told me if you keep showing up telling on yourself when you're thinking about it when you're dreaming about it if you dreamed about it if you did do it doesn't matter anything to do with relapse tell on yourself I don't care go to the highest building in your town or screaming out your window! By you telling on yourself over and over it gives cocaine alcohol any controlled substance less than less power each and every time that you dream about it or think about it or crave about it or your mouth Waters.
I used to wake up in football and sweats or I'd be driving down the road and I'd start drooling. LOL
My substance of choice was amphetamines. They are absolutely the most horrific substance to break free from. Mind you doesn't matter what it is if it controls you changes your mood alters your thinking in any way shape or form it's all bad. LOL
We are creatures of habit I was in Salem addicted to people places and things.
Now my addictions consist of my harley, snowmobile, grandkids, and how fast I can go.
Things do change! Just don't become hopeless. Trust me if I can recover from that seemingly hopeless State of mind and body, I have no doubt in my mind that you can do this too. If you ever I don't care what time of day or night it is I am retired and you're thinking about it or had a dream about it you can either message me here or call me at 612-235-1815. This is an amazing program. I tell people it's a simple program for complicated people. And that's what we are! God bless you keep you may God hold you in the palm of his hands remove the obsession the will the want to use any controlled substance and keep you safe.
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Take a look at the resources at the top of the app, they’re full of inspiration to help you push through those moments. Sharing here is such a powerful way to connect with others who can support you when you need it most.
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Walk into a na meeting
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No meeting in my reservation
Free at meetings
I’m not sure about NA, but the Everything AA app has Zoom meetings pretty much 24/7.
Can u provide the zoom aa meeting plz n ty