Oh my gosh, I'm just remembering that I had a dream last night where I got high again and started lying to folks about my sobriety date because I didnt want to start over 
Has anybody had a dream where you used again?
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Yess!! It felt so real and I was so disappointed in myself and ashamed to tell my aa group. Definitely makes me not want to drink or use again
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Yes. I remember in the dream my thinking I was going to lie the first time time it happened. Always so glad to wake up and realize it was just a dream. Amen !
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Always, and many times so vivid and realistic that I wake up thinking that I’m back to day 1. I’m always grateful when I realize that it was dream and I use that to help keep me sober.
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Yes!! It’s been a little while since I have had one but they always remind me of why I’m sober today. Never had a drinking/using dream that was good!
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I bet you were grateful it was just a dream. Keep shining!