dumped the pills and the titos down the toilet 20 minutes ago so here we go again. My little girl yelling “daddy” and dragging me by my finger when i wake up/get home is the the only feeling that competes with the high.
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That was a big move to make. Your little girl sounds like a powerful reason to keep going. You took a strong first step. Proud of you!
Love can conquer anything in my experience. Matters of the heart always trump matters of the head. They told me my disease was between my ears. In my thinking. I believe they were right. I didn't think my way into good living, I lived my way into good thinking.
Bless you and your little girl, take it from experience, they grow up fast and you don’t want to miss their entire childhood being in a wasted fog. That’s the greatest regret ever
Vinnie you have a ton of great reasons to stay clean. You don’t have to do it alone. Can I suggest you get into a real program, go to meetings, get a sponsor and do the 12 steps?
It really made a difference and positive impact for me.
I’m here if you want to talk or have any questions
Hey, I just wanted to commend you on what you just did. Getting rid of your substances by throwing them away is honestly one of the hardest things to do in recovery and you did it. Hold on tight to that little girl. You’re doing great