As I sit here broke, defeated,
Nowhere else to go but up,
Nobody is there to call me,
Nobody to fill my cup,
My soul feels distant like a stranger,
My emotions will soon erupt,
Farther and farther I run away,
Everything in life is corrupt,
Lift me away from this nightmare,
Save me from this genocide,
Stop me from suffering these feelings,
My emotion’s suicide,
Bring my soul back beaten bl****(word is not allowed),
Someone please show me some grace,
End this torment I’ve been living,
All I need is loves embrace,
This might be when everything ends,
This could be my dying breath,
I fought with everything within me,
I’ve given everything I had left.
I wrote this on my Facebook writer page. If anyone is interested in more I’ll tell you what my writer page is. I write poems to help me express my feelings, it’s an outlet so I don’t partake of self destructive behavior such as using or self harm, struggling with mental illness and addiction is hard but this is a healthy way for me to cope.
