Im depressed, wanna crawl into bed under the covers. Sleep away. Fml. I relapsed yesterday on crystal meth and cocaine. Im being accused of ripping off my niece. Im so mad at myself. I hate myself.
One day at a time. Today is a new day. A new day for new and better choices. A new day to become a better version of yourself. Don't be too hard on yourself tho. You are not alone.
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I know exactly what your going through I have had those exact same thoughts. The beauty of our community is we don't judge one another and we forgive and forget. You only had a lapse so forgive yourself and dust yourself off and get back on track. Remember that you only did what so many before you have done , we all have a disease and we need to take our medicine, I mean working the twelve steps. You got this and you can get it back don't stop believing in yourself nobody is perfect.