Just thinking about all the people who enabled me(I don't know how to word that I'm sorry). So many thoughts and emotions. They didn't even realize. And I didn't either for a long time. I can do all those things by myself now. I am so much stronger than I ever thought.
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Focus on your part of others enabling of your behavior and modify your own behavior
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I guess this is the guilt
You don’t have to justify your use history.
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It is amazing to see now. Pretty sure enabling was the sexiest quality in a man to me before getting sober 
... at least we can recognize past missteps and mistakes
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