Man 21 days sober yesterday, yesterday am had a bad morning with trying to encourage someone. All the stress from that wanted me to go and get some tall cans.
Went to a meeting in the am and the afternoon. And a few hrs later, yesterday find out my cousin was found dead, in his apartment in California.
On top of that i have three death anniversaries now in july, my aunt, my grandpa whos coming up and my cousin.
I am biting my lip so i dont drink. Aug 6th. Embarks on one month sober. If i werent in this program, a dwi and God, i would have already been 4 tall cans in...
I want that drink, i can taste it but i know i shouldn't.
But God...
Got me a sponsor today. Just had a great 4 hrs of talking things out. Sharing our stories, our struggles, our faith in God and that we both are alcoholics. Thank you Lord for bringing me sponsor to me! We finished steps 1/2 today...