Even though I’m on Suboxone, after trying to get off it 9 months ago then relapsing it’s been ridiculously difficult to stay clean for more then a month. When I originally got clean I did it myself and it was almost natural stayed clean 10 years without so much as a hiccup. I decided to try suboxone about 8 months after being clean because I was afraid I was going to go bsck. Didn’t realize how hard it would be to try and get off them. I wouldn’t recommend starting suboxone treatment to my worst enemy. I tried to stop taking them last Christmas and I relapsed about 30 days into it because I was still sick. I stayed sick for 63 days consistently. I relapsed 2 times during that time. Then said screw it got back on em. Here we are 10 months later and I relapsed 5 times in that time span and now can’t seem to go longer then 1 month. Help!
