Shit the amazing things, Holy shit the amazing friends, Holy shit the amazing family, Holy shit the amazing girl who wanted to be with a person like you and help you, Holy shit I let an addiction rule my world. Have you ever lost something determinental to you you contemplated? It's always amazed me how one rush could leave you one step away from losing the last thing you have to left to lose besides dignity and that's life. Thoughts? The power of addiction once obtained and especially beat is powerful never forget that and heed the warning signs when seen 
