Every day seems a fight to get through without grabbing

Every day seems a fight to get through without grabbing a drink. How long does this part last? Its like I'm struggling for every hour.

It’s hard buddy, u just got to power through and keep busy. My prayers are with u.

The key for me, was finding everything to occupy my mind. Or, if it got too hard, I just laid down and shut out the world until the day was over. Each day gets better. It's all about getting through today. Don't worry about yesterday or tomorrow. Just get through today.