The lost feeling is ever present and I’m struggling to keep going. I am staying busy with work, IOP, meetings, sponsor, and other stuff but it’s just so repetitive. The things I used to enjoy are not enjoyable and I haven’t been able to find peace or happiness. My life has been turned upside down for almost 5 months now and it seems that no matter what I do it’s not enough to get any of it back. I don’t even know what I want back or what’s going to happen. I feel hopeless and powerless. This isn’t what I wanted or saw out of life. Is this even a life? I don’t know why I’m still here.
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You will get there Mike, just keep doing what you’re doing 
I struggled months 6-8 but I’m in a much better place now and do not regret choosing my new lifestyle
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I feel the same way!!
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Trust the process. Keep working the steps. The Big Book tells us that we should seek our HP’s will for us. Nothing more. It will all come together.
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