Everyones recovery is different. Mine has definitely had its up and downs. This one i planned out differently, and forced rock bottom to happen. It mitte sound strange, but i felt if I destroyed my self i would appreciate the road back to sobriety, and stay sober. So far so good! I am clean and happy every day. Tomorrow i turn 51, and have never been so content with myself. This second half of life is going to be better than the first. #Ilovemyselfnow
