Everything at this time sometime I think that there is no need for me to be clean , then again I know that I have to do this , I just have to there’s no way around it
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If you think your life is manageable while using then go for it. But the longer you use or drink, the worse the consequences will be and the more difficult you're recovery. I didn't quit drinking until I had burned every bridge and list everything. As long as you're breathing it can keep getting worse. Trust me, sobriety isn't perfect but it's way better than using.
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Thank you is that sometimes we need a reminder of what would it be if we go back, but I feel you and what you said.
I get it, sometimes I feel that way too and I have to remember how cunning and baffling my disease is and my last drunk, hope that helps hang in there, one day at a time
I think the same at times. One daughter left to college, one lives with her dad, I work from home so i am isolated, don't do dating sites because they're BS. But even though I very recently relapsed. What keeps me going is that now I have a roof over my head, steady set job, can pay my own bills, and have rebuilt the relationships with my family. There is a light at the end of the tunnel and people in this group are so encouraging what their words. Words are powerful !
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Hey beautiful keep doing what you want to do that’s what works for me I just don’t think that I’m doing back, there’s no reason for you to go back, me to have my own place and I sure don’t want to lose it for nothing so congratulations on coming back to your sobriety
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