Everything like ping pong bouncing around in my head.
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Justification was what I did for a long time. I had those stories noodling around in my head for years. And to top that I was even more miserable with these stories in early sobriety. Then I wrote them down on paper. My resentments, fears and sexual conduct. Wrote a list of people I’ve harmed. Felt some more remorse, guilt and shame. Fear popped up again. But once I made those amends all those stories gone! The justification not needed. The fear slipped away. I have arrived.
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Early sobriety is a whirlwind of uncontrollable thoughts and emotions. Work a program and grow out of this disease
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I’m 115 days sober today , I never read your reply until now thank you for your response I’ve learned I’m not alone it’s nice to know
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Congrats on 115 days sober! You are at the pivotal moment! Right on time! You’re welcome my friend. We are definitely not alone. Keep sharing your experience with sobriety. It may help someone who is struggling. Your story matters, you matter.
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