Im grateful for my higher power and my supportive family that never ever gave up on us, today is a sad day for me i was clean for 9 months doing great and then tragically I lost my mother unexpectedly 5 years ago today, and thats when I started using again and never looked back, it really did something to me deep down inside a feeling of emptyness and sadness id never felt before in my life but today i found a new way to live and i know by staying clean is how i can honor my mother and her be proud of me…
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I relapsed after 8 yrs sober when I lost my mom and three of the other most important people in my lifev within 18 months. I went hard and didn't look back either. In the beginning I think a part of me just wanted to be dead like they all were. But I thank God today that I'm not and I'm sober again. Tomorrow will be day 100. And I know that those four people I lost would want me sober. So that's the best way I can honor them
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I know the strength it takes to keep going after losing someone so important and supportive. She'd be proud of you. I'm proud of you!
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