My best friend in the whole wide world no matter how much time has passed it was like it never did and we could pick up right where we left off.. i swear we was telepathic lol i would think about him even if we hadn’t talked in months, he would call me the next day !! I would start thinking about him and he would text me or call the following week and say how he was thinking about me.
He could actually keep a secret. The most real and honest person I knew. He was honest with me. He would make sure to tell me that he only felt comfortable sharing stuff with me. He made me feel special like not one else could sooo special.
Wherever we went he was consistently the same person no matter what group of people he would act the same, SUPER outgoing would make everyone laugh literally the life of the party. He is someone unforgettable. My best friend, My soulmate, My twin flame.
Because of the date of his passing I hate valentine’s day. I cry almost every night. I try my best to not think about it because I’ll give myself a panic attack. Im currently crying while typing this..He never got to see the Valentines card I got him.
I was on the phone with him 30 min ish before his heart stopped. It was a heart anomaly. Period. that’s it. just burned his body to ashes.
May time heal your wounds and allow the pain to subside 
May you one day be able to look back and feel mostly gratitude and appreciation for the time you spent together 