Not that I blew being sober for 75 days, still sober but went back to lying on a meaningless stupid painting project, that had absolutely no F’n gain to lie and now I feel like I just went right back to the old asshole drinking and lying to get through. Now she’s beyond pissed which is rightfully so, I betrayed her trust that I was trying so F’n hard to rebuild after getting sober. Now some stupid F’n lie has put me feeling like I lost it all
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