Feeling a little glass half empty. Feeling like I’m so far from where I want to be in life. I spent 11 years wasted. Hiding and running away from more emotions and trauma than I even realized 
unpacking a lot. I’ve come very far, but I have a long way to go, and everyone I know is pregnant !
Don't feel discouraged Victoria. I've wasted close to 20 years on tons of b.s. nothing left but work. Don't give up. You can do it.