Feeling guilty over my relapse. I let alot of people down, myself mostly. But the guilt i feel is that i didnt stay sober.
I am embarrassed
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I understand completely. I also tripped and fell . Now I gotta get up and knock dust off and power on . I’m going to try to use the embarrassment as fuel to my fire. We make mistakes .
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It happens - learn from it - what triggered you? - begin again - lather, rinse, repeat 
you can do this
Don’t repeat!! 
Welp. Just to be clear I don't wanna use this as an excuse, but this is the point where I said forget it. My best friend committed suicide. He and his wife went on a 5 hour hunt searching for him and finally found him. I didn't deal with it properly and eventually led myself to making that call.
wow i’m so sorry that’s rough. when my friend overdosed i stayed stronger for her. then i relapsed on weed and microdosing but now am stronger than ever. don’t beat your self up just get back up:white_heart:
