Today had me struggling with my sobriety. First, I found out that the road to me getting dentures is at least 2 more appointments. So that upset me. My first thought was, "I need a drink".
Second, today was a women's only meeting and the topic was how we are with men. That is a horrible subject for me. I've only been in abusive relationships. Another reason to want to numb out and forget...
Third, I procrastinated in doing my homework for my PTSD therapy session tomorrow. I had to write an essay on what I feel was my base trauma in my life and how it has affected my life.
Lastly, I was left in my head and feeling low and alone.
I didn't drink but really wanted to.
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