I messed up big time this time. I really truly want to change but can’t stay sober.
The longest this past two months I’ve been sober is 3 days.
It’s not just drugs it’s also addiction to people for validation. I seem to attract people that just use me and I let them because I have no sense of self worth and feel like I can only feel it or cover it up through drugs or from meaningless hookups with people. Just wanted to rant.
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