I am coming up in my clean date. I will be clean for 9 years on June 3rd. I have been through alot in the last tear and a half. I have even faced death. Ive gotten myself out of a really bad abusive relationship in April. And bow im living with someone who drinks and reminds me of my ex husband. Which was anther bad situation. I thought that i would feel safe afain after leaving my ex in April. But now im second guessing myself. I have been through so much and beaten death pretty much. And i deal with my accident every day of my life now. Sometimes u geel like breaking down and disappearing and not coming back. I need help. I need support. I thought i found a sponsor but she has been pushing me aside and ignoring me when i beed simeone to talk to. Any suggestions.
Keep pushing forward. Just remember how hard you have worked for your sobriety. Life is going to get hard, and relapsing will always be there in the back of your mind because it’s the east way out but it’s not worth it. You got this!!
Your story is a lot like mine. The abuse, heavy drinking, near death multiple times. I dwelled on my past which made me drink more, cause I was depressed and sad and I isolated a lot. Then I found AA, my spirits are brighter cause I have God, I let it all go to him, and the rooms of AA always makes me feel better, everyone is so kind and help full. Sending you prayers that you find your path. You can do this, we can talk I'm willing to give you my number
Lizz, congrats on coming this far! Keep close to the program by going to in person meetings and sharing your experience.
Get a new sponsor. At one point I had 8 sponsors😅.
And move to a new place where sobriety is sacred.
You can do this!
That would be great thank you I would like that I’m just going through so much right now and I feel like I have no where to turn
Just think today you have choices your not stuck you got out of being stuck
Congrats on 9 years