So I am 5 days in, I am feeling good and in control. I have been running in the morning, making healthy meals, visited a therapist yesterday and set for another appointment in a few weeks. I was trying to get into a rehab program but it's too expensive for me right now (that is a bit bothersome, addicts are looking for help and it feels like they are their to profit on that ((just how it feels)) shrugs) I did find a meeting with some very wonderful people, I plan to keep going. Just feeling very blessed right now .. this could have gone so much worse .. I could have fucked off my job, my house, everything. But I caught myself and got help before I lost everything. I am gonna keep moving forward. One Love!
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