So i stay at a mens shelter. Ive been on and off syruggling with the drugs. I had a full week of sobriety. Then at that 8th day i find out there is a new guy in my room. Come to find out it was my supplier. Since then I've made the choice to use on several different occasions, while still making an effort to get my stuff done.. ive made appointments for myself to gwt medical Marijuana as well as schedule appointments for my Pup whom is in a friends loving care. Im looking for work, and im looking out for an available room for rent to get out of this heck hole. Ive got plenty of money stacked up and havent used any of it for drugs. Its just been given to me due to my helpful nature from the past. Im stuck and dont know if im actually making progress. If I had full access to my money. There's no doubt in my mind. I would have tried to slip up and buy stuff that I don't need but thankfully because social security is watching me and what I spend, They require me to provide receipts in the next six months. Because of that, that is what is keeping me from using the way I want to use. My grandmother used to say thank you. Jesus in the face of her battles And blessings today i'm doing the same. Thank you jesus.
