Day one off of a couple day bender.., stayed up and drank and did drugs. Sold my household stuff for dope and it’s just getting way out of hand so fast. I feel so down and out, glad to be clean today but made so many mistakes so fast.
I just want to feel a glimpse of happiness right now .
Daily struggles.
Erika, you survived. Many don’t. That is your achievement today. Get to in person support and build your community of recovery. So glad you’re here!
Find happiness in the fact that you are better off today than you were yesterday. Regardless of your day try to point out the things to be thankful for each day to yourself and you will find happiness in those things you are grateful for however small.
I did, luckily. I was feeling very suicidal… but I went to my moms and was lucky for her to take me in or I might not be here
That’s true Don, I am grateful for the fact I ate today, that my daughter is home now and that I woke up today