So for the past few days this girl has been texting me a lot of bs. From several different numbers after I have blocked her. She’s been calling me a crackhead, junkie, coke head, saying I don’t have stuff & talking about my kids and stuff. She even went on my facebook calling me me a coke head and junkie took it as far as going on my friends and family’s pages and saying these things about me. I’m hurt more so embarrassed. I did use before, coke.. & I had a few bad months on it.. but I have been trying to be sober. But now I feel like I’m on blast. I’m hurt.
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She won’t leave it alone & I don’t even say anything to her.. I just feel exposed and hurt.
We can not control what others do, only our reactions to it. I can not say I understand what you are going though exactly… but embarrassment, fear, regret… these are all things we feel in early sobriety. To put someone on blast because of past missteps is wrong. I don’t condone her actions, but you have owned up to it, and admit it was a problem in the past. That takes courage! As I have heard in the rooms for the past few years, this too shall pass. Don’t let a hater drive you to use… she ain’t worth it!
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I’m not ashamed of my actions or past. I own it, but I live in such a judgmental town/city. It’s sooo small so when one person does such a thing it ruins my face. I shouldn’t care.. but I do.