Feeling very tired, unmotivated, and numb; that's the exact reason I relapsed last time...today I'm 37 days clean from Meth and it feels like I only have 3 days...I keep hearing people from this app and other sites like this say they feel better than they've ever felt...happy and feeling energetic...I can't wait for that "Pink Clouds and Butterflies" effect to happen to me because I'm sure as heck not feeling it, at all...I feel like giving up...I'm not playing with the "victim role", I'm not asking for sympathy, I just need some advice and/or suggestions, Please..thank you!
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The pink cloud will happen when you are ready for it to happen. Are you working a program with a sponsor? Are you putting the work into the steps? Did you truly and honestly give yourself over to a higher power?
I didn’t have a burning bush moment, or a pink cloud. I just one day woke up and all was right with me. I hope it gets easier for you. Hang in there.
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Thanks, Tim... very helpful! Have a great weekend! 
I’m still sorting through things. A little better each day. What seems to work for me is finding one or two good things about each day. Often small things, like waking up without a hang over, or being able to go for a walk. I think the little things will build up and eventually over take the bad.
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Thank you, Ernie! And Congrats on your 47 days...that's Awesome!