Its crazy how im feeling right now, im feeling so betrayed by those closest to me. I feel like them being close as they are to me my whole family wolves in sheep clothing I went through so much he's past 3 years and I guess it's all they can have or will allow by the way things are being taking care of Beyond wild wild and so far apart from the word of God depressing to watch and listen listen make out someone future in such disregard it's horrible too really see and feel all alone and just looked at judged and deciphered by others it's angry and frustrating and sad. What can i possibly do now