Today some how I started thinking about meth, and the way I liked to do it is by shooting it. I got the feeling of the rush when I started thinking about it and it made me start to hyperventilate I need some help on how to I don’t know deal with it I guess
2 Likes
Part of my addiction was the ritual. I used to boot heroin/Dilaudid. I loved everything about it. But my life was absolute shït.
It looks like you're a dad? That's a good #1 reason right there to stay clean.
2 Likes
Thank you at least I know I’m not the only one out there that has these feelings
And ya I’m a dad of three one boy and two beautiful girls but my drinking and drug use has made it so that I haven’t been able to see my girls in 6 years. my son was born three years ago today and he is my world and yes I am doing this for him but mostly for me 20 days sober today
3 Likes
When you start thinking about you have to immediately switch your thoughts. Call someone,go for a walk,anything but follow that thought through. I’m not sure just how long you have been sober,but you’ve got grab hold of someone with a lot of clean time. I know it sounds cliche,but meetings,sponsor,service work,step work… it works!
1 Like
Thank you
1 Like
Your more than welcome 
Sounds pretty normal to me. That’s what our minds do. You, however, were aware of this today, and were able to think it thru. Just because we’re clean and sober, doesn’t mean this isn’t going to happen to us anymore. We just learn how to get thru these moments. Good job brother
2 Likes