feels good to wake up enough
not wanting a bag of dope
or to go out and hustle for a bag
or a bottle
and make my life bad or someone elses
i can just if i was the type to just put on a regular white tshirt and some jeans and basic nikes
and go out and hustle
well not getting high
i could dress better
by buying myself a more expensive white tshirt
and more expensive jeans
and more expensive nikes
i deserve it i aint getting high
or
i could instead of getting into a relationship wit a pretty young lady saying i got a bottle or a couple bags to turn her on
i could tell her to her like yo babe
i got a couple dollars in my bag we could do something with really big
or
i aint got to take my monthy check to cop dope
or if i was the every week worker or every two week on some one pay roll i aint got to work
extra hours that i would to support my weekly habit
i can now take that money and have better weekly good times
like stay at nicer hotels
or ride in nicer cars
or go to the spa etc
i love my new way of life today
but i must know its just a gift for today
the most important day of all days
and for that i tend to enjoy it by
being wit fam and praying for a better way to deal wit the drama that others will place up on me
but wit the help of my higher power
and staying clean plus keep my side of the street clean in time it well get better
thanks recovery for being apart of my continue recovery this far in the game
hope you all have a good day as well ..
Having money and nice things are one of the best parts of no drugs. Being able to eat well. I won't go back.. good for you sir