Today we're gonna talk about finding strength when you're running low. Because we all know it takes a lot in recovery. If we're gonna walk this program to stay clean thing well for me over the last couple of days I have been feeling really down and drained. Mind you, this is my third year of doing this. And I have been subjecting myself into work. Recovery activities, sponsorship or even just being there for some people, when I'd meet trying to remain humble in every aspect of the day so. I found myself dealing with some very internal family issues. And when I say that I had to literally cry some things out and call them some people myself. It doesn't matter how long you have clean. Build yourself a circle of recovery friends that you can call at the drop of a hat no matter if it's 3 AM in the morning, because they are going to be days when you are running low. And you need to have people to give you what you gave way to save the life the next life today. I know that there is no drug that could ever fix what we deal within everyday life. Today I know that I have people that I can call. I can journal. I can listen to my music. I can grow ride the bus even if it's just for public transportation. Whatever it takes to get out of your head and place you where you need to be. I found myself praying. More than I usually have been an accident to restore the strength in me. Praying for continue with the knowledge and understanding and showing me his purpose and where I'm supposed to go today. So i'm some , so i'm here if anybody Talk and if anyone needs a sponsor is there living life on life terms today and not running the excuse. We all know we may not be back from a relapse. So we're living One Day at a Time. One step at a time, trust in an our spirituality. And I hope everybody has a great night. And thank you for being there for me. And thank you for allowing me to be there for you. Blessings
