First day on loosid, just over three months clean and counting. I have struggled with addiction my entire adult life. This is the longest I've ever gone without, and the results are astonishing. I'm finally able to look at myself in the mirror again. My old boss called me last week needing help and I obliged. I worked for him for 3 years of my addiction, so when he saw me he was shocked. While working, a gentleman came in who was obviously... Pretty far up there. When he left, I asked my boss if I was ever that bad. He laughed and said "no, you were worse". I had no idea. I always thought I covered it up well. I proceed to thank him for putting up with me all these years. I'm feeling better and better every day. I'm reestablishing a healthy relationship with my father, and a new one with God. I can say with certainty, I'm never going back to who I was.
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