I have been trying to get sober from alcohol since 2019. Longest I have ever been sober is 18 days. I always think I can control my drinking and be responsible then the cycle of blacking out and making an a** of myself keeps repeating!
I have been wanting to join AA or another sobriety group and attend a meeting but have been SO scared. Like even on zoom/video chat. Well tonight I have attended my first one! It’s through zoom and I’m proud of myself for finally mustering up the strength to attend.