I really want to go to a sports bar and watch football but I know I can’t do that without having a few beers. Ugh
People, places and things… it took me six months of continuous sobriety before I even thought about walking into a bar. Then another month before I went into one for a birthday party. I stayed an hour and needed to leave. It is small steps. Keep working the program and get some tools… eventually, maybe, you will be able to sit me drink a seltzer and watch the game. Good luck man.
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