For some reason today I found myself thinking of drinking actually craving it. I went running with my dog which helped and I’m about to go to a meeting. It’s one of those days where nothing seems right everything is out of place and I’m just annoyed. It’s been a bit since I have felt this way. It may be because I’m seeing a guy who has no idea I’m in recovery. I just say I don’t drink. Also when are you supposed to tell men that you are causally dating ur a addict in recovery? Sorry just having a off day. Also any recommendations on funny books? Thanks for letting me vent . Just one of those days .
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When I get back out there, I was planning on being upfront about my recovery. If I dont, they may put me in situations I'd rather not be in. However, my BF literally just left me over my sobriety... so easier said than done. I know when I was drinking I wouldn't date sober men. I cant force my sobriety on anymore, and I won't. If they arent onboard then they probably aren't the one for me.
Thank you that made me actually feel better. Walking in a meeting. Even though not feeling it or the over used slogans. I know when I get feeling shitty like this is when i need a meeting the most.