Four months and Limbo

Recovery
#1

The last few weeks going into four months have been difficult with work and relationships. My heart and soul have been heavy. Connecting to God consciousness has been very difficult today I yelled at my higher power.

I think as I move into more time routine is getting harder and sobriety is not feeling great. I know it will mellow out but the next few months need to hurry up.

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#2

CJ, don’t trip, it’s very common to feel frustrated, lonely and angry in early sobriety. It does get easier.
At 17+ years of sobriety I still get super pist off at God, frustrated and downright annoyed with life, but I have learned to use the tools of my sober program to deal with it much better and quicker.
I’m here if you want to talk or have any questions